Zeus

Zeus, I always called him my guardian Angel! 

He came into my life an Adorable tiny baby boy, we grew together, we merged into a Beautiful Loving Family! 

My little man kept me here when I was suicidal, stayed by my side through some of the most horrific moments of Illness you could imagine! I have late stage Lyme, he was my constant Light & Love that Never dulled! 

We had lots of fun Zeus, you made my Heart & Soul feel full of love, so happy. 

Last night, I went to bed - alone, no one to sit next to me and talk, no one to massage, not feeling that little body or hearing your little whimpers as you slept, last night sucked, just like today will suck. 

This morning, your not here to stare at me, to gently wake me, no little man to get up for and take outside for our morning walk, or getting snacks for. 

YOU are 100% intertwined in my entire life, no matter what I did, you did with me, or was at least there! If you weren’t allowed somewhere, I didn’t go! You Made my world Amazing and Fun and SO FULL of LOVE 🐾🐾💕

This morning, I don’t even want to get out of bed, because now, your gone, and my Heart & Soul are Shattered. 

I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck! I don’t have your little face staring at me to make me Smile & feel loved, so please tell me, How am I going to get through this!